I miss this feeling. Of security.
The month of Ramadhan brings back my sense of security, of happiness, of contented. Alhamdulillah.
I believe the feeling of 'secure'doesn't just come from within. External factor counts.
I am blessed to have a husband that makes me feel secure. I am at peace. Knowing that at the end of the day, Khaira and I are the ones he comes home to.
I am forever blessed with the family I have and the few people I called 'friends'.
I feel secure with my work. Knowing that even if something happens, I could insya Allah, find a work that suits me better. But at the moment, I am happy with my work.
I feel secure of where we are financially.
But secure for me doesn't mean I like everything to stay the same forever.
The only constant in life is change.
And the willingness I feel deep inside, for that change (if I have to) makes everything seems even more secure.