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Dear Allah, grant me the strength for tomorrow! Whether it's going to make me or break me, it's for the best :)
Dear Allah, grant me the strength for tomorrow! Whether it's going to make me or break me, it's for the best :)
Thursday, February 24, 2011
24th Feb
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What is this feeling?
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't focus, I couldn't wait :)
The best is yet to come, Insya Allah.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Oh my!
20th Feb :)
21st Feb :D
22nd Feb (^_^)
23rd Feb \(^_^)
I have too many things to share!!
The first time ever in my life, I wish time would have fly faster.
Will keep you lovers updated, I promise.
In the mean time, doakan yang terbaik ok :)
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Contagious
Been down with flu these past few days. I don't know from where I got it from, don't really trust that flu is contagious, anyway. The reason why I don't shy away from sick people.
But, I do believe emotions are contagious.
When your best friend cried over the phone telling something sad happening to her, you couldn't help having tears in your eyes at the other end.
When your husband came home looking all tired and you greeted him in front of the porch with a big smile, he couldn't resist smiling back at you and that's the trick when you have a not so good news to break to him afterwards anyway.
Emotions are so contagious that you can even feel it when you read a story from someone who is highly emotional when he/she was writing the story.
If the emotions are of happy ones, memang sgt best. Kind of reminding me of Myra and FJoe. The energy they have with their chirpy voices just light up my day.
But, if the emotions are soooooo the exact of positive, the feeling is also the exact of positive. The total exact of happy and energetic.
Kind of what I've been dragged into.
In that case, I'd rather caught another flu. Rather than having this contagious opposite of positive emotions.
Plus, I've just realized having flu is not that bad. Doctor said it might be a sign of something, doakan ok ;p
But, I do believe emotions are contagious.
When your best friend cried over the phone telling something sad happening to her, you couldn't help having tears in your eyes at the other end.
When your husband came home looking all tired and you greeted him in front of the porch with a big smile, he couldn't resist smiling back at you and that's the trick when you have a not so good news to break to him afterwards anyway.
Emotions are so contagious that you can even feel it when you read a story from someone who is highly emotional when he/she was writing the story.
If the emotions are of happy ones, memang sgt best. Kind of reminding me of Myra and FJoe. The energy they have with their chirpy voices just light up my day.
But, if the emotions are soooooo the exact of positive, the feeling is also the exact of positive. The total exact of happy and energetic.
Kind of what I've been dragged into.
In that case, I'd rather caught another flu. Rather than having this contagious opposite of positive emotions.
Plus, I've just realized having flu is not that bad. Doctor said it might be a sign of something, doakan ok ;p
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Forever for whatever
I don't normally blog about weddings. But this wedding, I just have to blog!!
It's the wedding of my high school sweetheart, Sya!
Sya came in my life a tad bit too late; in Form 4 from Hartamas, and I never thought we could click. I think back then it was normal to hate the newcomers. I mean, for three years, it had always been the same circle of friends, then after PMR, half of them went to boarding school, leaving BFF Maria and me.
Then, Sya, Fau, Pedot and Love came in the picture. Hafiz and I were already "forever for whatever" friends back then since we sat next to each other in the class. Fai and Shary came from a different class.
And now, 9 years after we left high school.. Who would have thought we have reached this far. Each and every one of us got married one by one.
Hafiz is now with a very adorable bundle of joy that lights up my heart everytime with him. One of my fav candid from yesterday taken by Love..
BFF Maria is 4 months pregnant..
Pedot and Lai?? Expecting? ;p
Fau is getting married end of this month..
So, in our circle of friends; tinggal Shary and Fai je.. Hmm :)
Love and I?
Haha.. Tengok ni tgh busy ambil berkat Mama Amir (aka Hafiz's wife) ;p (Expecting second child)
Such a long way we have gone through. The tears, the joys and the laughters. Who would have thought we have come this far.
9 years ago, we were making fun of each other on who whould get married first. It appears that 9 years happen in a blink.
To the bride and groom, here's to many years ahead..
It's the wedding of my high school sweetheart, Sya!
Sya came in my life a tad bit too late; in Form 4 from Hartamas, and I never thought we could click. I think back then it was normal to hate the newcomers. I mean, for three years, it had always been the same circle of friends, then after PMR, half of them went to boarding school, leaving BFF Maria and me.
Then, Sya, Fau, Pedot and Love came in the picture. Hafiz and I were already "forever for whatever" friends back then since we sat next to each other in the class. Fai and Shary came from a different class.
And now, 9 years after we left high school.. Who would have thought we have reached this far. Each and every one of us got married one by one.
Hafiz is now with a very adorable bundle of joy that lights up my heart everytime with him. One of my fav candid from yesterday taken by Love..
BFF Maria is 4 months pregnant..
Pedot and Lai?? Expecting? ;p
Fau is getting married end of this month..
So, in our circle of friends; tinggal Shary and Fai je.. Hmm :)
Love and I?
Haha.. Tengok ni tgh busy ambil berkat Mama Amir (aka Hafiz's wife) ;p (Expecting second child)
Such a long way we have gone through. The tears, the joys and the laughters. Who would have thought we have come this far.
9 years ago, we were making fun of each other on who whould get married first. It appears that 9 years happen in a blink.
To the bride and groom, here's to many years ahead..
Friday, February 11, 2011
My current obsession
My current obsession has got to be..
My new lab!!!!!!! :)
Pfftt.. Geek!
Don't get me started on the first thing i think about when I wake up and the last when I'm about to fall asleep. My supervisor said, "If you want to be successful, you have to sleep with your (research) problem." And our iron lady a.k.a mak Shameem said, "In order to be successful, you must want that something so badly".
And in my defense, you always get so psyched about new things, ryte?
New environment, new work to do, new hardware, new fancy software.
Things have been so crazy lately; running nose when teaching sucks a lot, sore throat does not at all helping, been thinking about grandmum 24/7, with phone constantly in my pocket, so this helps me calm down..
I remember the first time i played around with the hardware, spent about 1 hour thinking why it wouldn't communicate with each other. Jawapannya --> Lupe nak switch on power supply.
See, in real life, the stage where I am currently, you could not afford to domistake. But with research, mistake is just a tiny step towards success :)
Imagine, a year and a half spent for my Master to come out with this hardware, an hour towards success won't hurt at all.
It's not just the Doctorate that I'm busy chasing, but it's the short time I have to contribute to the man kind.
My new lab!!!!!!! :)
Pfftt.. Geek!
Don't get me started on the first thing i think about when I wake up and the last when I'm about to fall asleep. My supervisor said, "If you want to be successful, you have to sleep with your (research) problem." And our iron lady a.k.a mak Shameem said, "In order to be successful, you must want that something so badly".
And in my defense, you always get so psyched about new things, ryte?
New environment, new work to do, new hardware, new fancy software.
Things have been so crazy lately; running nose when teaching sucks a lot, sore throat does not at all helping, been thinking about grandmum 24/7, with phone constantly in my pocket, so this helps me calm down..
I remember the first time i played around with the hardware, spent about 1 hour thinking why it wouldn't communicate with each other. Jawapannya --> Lupe nak switch on power supply.
See, in real life, the stage where I am currently, you could not afford to do
Imagine, a year and a half spent for my Master to come out with this hardware, an hour towards success won't hurt at all.
It's not just the Doctorate that I'm busy chasing, but it's the short time I have to contribute to the man kind.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
The reason I got home early :)
I barely slept last night. Eyes felt so heavy; not sure if it was because of the sleepless night or the constant tears.
These past few days, I got so excited to get home. From work (which is so major to me), from hang outs, from our little dates. All because of my dearest grandmother was staying with us ever since she fell.
If you were raised by your grandmother, you would have known how it feels like.
Last night as I got home from office, I went directly to her room and greeted her; "Hye Mak!" Life felt so much easier with her around.
"I had a dream about Arwah Moyang (my grandmother's mum) last night. She was calling for me," She replied. I just kept silent.
About 11pm, when I was about to sleep, I went down to her room again to check on her. This time, she was breathless. My mum and aunt were around her. Pale. And so cold. Breathless. And crying. Calling for me.
Mum and aunt were crying; so badly. I took a Yassin, and said, "Mak, remember you used to teach me how to read Quran. Recite this with me please". She did. Recite with me until the end.
Then she cried. Saying she felt like her time was so near. We called all of her sons and daughters; we gathered, Yassin was recited until this morning.
I woke up at 7am and I went to her room. She was getting better. Alhamdulillah :)
I have no strength yet to get through life without her. Dear Allah SWT, I am in no strength yet to let her go.
Not now.
Ameen.
These past few days, I got so excited to get home. From work (which is so major to me), from hang outs, from our little dates. All because of my dearest grandmother was staying with us ever since she fell.
If you were raised by your grandmother, you would have known how it feels like.
Last night as I got home from office, I went directly to her room and greeted her; "Hye Mak!" Life felt so much easier with her around.
"I had a dream about Arwah Moyang (my grandmother's mum) last night. She was calling for me," She replied. I just kept silent.
About 11pm, when I was about to sleep, I went down to her room again to check on her. This time, she was breathless. My mum and aunt were around her. Pale. And so cold. Breathless. And crying. Calling for me.
Mum and aunt were crying; so badly. I took a Yassin, and said, "Mak, remember you used to teach me how to read Quran. Recite this with me please". She did. Recite with me until the end.
Then she cried. Saying she felt like her time was so near. We called all of her sons and daughters; we gathered, Yassin was recited until this morning.
I woke up at 7am and I went to her room. She was getting better. Alhamdulillah :)
I have no strength yet to get through life with
Not now.
Ameen.
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